I have to apologize, again. I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and or happy holidays, I haven’t been here for over a month, due to flu, fever, and a very very serious case of social media phobia. As if social phobia wasn’t enough. I have got social media phobia. Has anyone of you ever considered that it has almost become impossible to re-invent yourself? Major anxiety source here.
I am really lonely i said to someone (gasp! I actually spoke to a person) and the reaction was, „Oh, L.!I am not surprised, I mean you are not even on facebook“
I don’t like drugs. Never did. But sometimes I have the suspicion I will end up sitting in front of some 10th generation tablet in 10 years time, injecting adrenalin (epinephrine i know, my doctor friends) about every ten minutes. (yes, heartfailure fully taken into consideration)
I hate if people tell me to get less stressed. I wonder if anyone knows what i mean when i say NO STRESS is the biggest stress I can possibly have.
Hand me the syringe (no I am not a drug user, I have never been and I am not intending to become one, this is a METHAPHOR) - oh, adrenaline my peaceful pink fluffy heaven.
If not – Happy new year. I love you, you who still hang around, believe it or not.
If I would not be a girl and this species would not have been extinct ages ago, one could really call me an angry young man.